The FREEDOM Blog

Aja's Bhajan Kutir (Literally 'worship hut) this is a place to spend ones time in deeper contemplation. I find myself wanting to "asat sanga tyaga" - giving up association of 'non' being or untruth. Thus, less connection with the 'outside world'.

Some rather random musings as I sit in the semi-darkness. One moment, everything is going along exactly as it has for years, and then, suddenly ... Nothing! In this case, the power went out. Here where we live, it happens so often that I have the PGE Outage number on my cell phone and can quickly call to report the outage, and also call back to see if they have an expected time for the return of power. Today, they estimate about two hours. It's the middle of the day, we have the woodstove going. Basically, no big deal. But one person here as already headed for the city to their more comfortable place. I'm typing this on my computer; of course, I won't be able to post it until power is back on and I can again connect to the internet. But each time we have a power outage, I am reminded that there are many things that can be finished - Just Like That! Life for one. Civilization for another. In our situation, we are relatively okay in a power outage. We have a propane sto...

"Effortless & choiceless awareness is our real nature. If we can attain that state and abide in it, that is all right. But one cannot reach it without effort, the effort of deliberate meditation. All the age old vasanas (inherent tendencies) turn the mind outward to external objects. All such thoughts have to be given up and the mind turned inwards and that, for most people, requires effort." Ramana Maharshi - Teachings of Bhagavan pg 78 When I was a kid, my father and brother got into SCUBA diving, and so I did as well. This is where I learned about buoyancy, and that I had a very limited 'positive buoyancy'. Buoyancy, as you might guess, is how well you float. Most people have something like a 20% positive buoyancy, which means if you just do a dead-man's float, letting go and simply relaxing on the surface of the water, on your back, you'll pretty much do okay. Your face will remain above the surface and you'll be able to breathe. With me, howeve...

Everybody loves a magician. Well, they used to. Maybe now, they're not quite as exciting as once upon a time because everybody knows how they work. Basically it's always an operation of misdirection - while you're looking at the right hand, he's doing the real mischief with the other, but flaunting that right hand. And suddenly, VOILA - the trick is performed. It's done. The whole phenomenal world is a bit like the magician's trick. We're looking at one thing while the 'real stuff' is going on somewhere else. On the level of the phenomenal world, this is going on every moment. Here in the U.S., the left and right continue to appear to fight with one another. The Obama group is charging the right wingers as "Right wing domestic terrorists", while the Department of Homeland Security is enlisting the 3.4 million Girl Scouts as part of their 'Preparedness" gang. Meanwhile, NASA is shooting bombs off at the moon! All the while, the ...

What is the nature of Enlightenment, Awakening, Consciousness, and so forth? Many people seek some 'other' state, a 'higher' state or anything other than what is here. But as far as knowing what that is, many don't have much of a clue. We will try to describe in a fairly simple and straight-forward way, the nature of our Existence. In the diagram below, you see three categories - A. B. and C. in what is our version of the classical Ocean-Wave analagy : C. is represented as the All, the Absolute, the Ocean of Infinite Godhead, etc. B. is the Water of the Individuating and individuated wave A. is the form, the surface of that individuated wave. Everything, without exception, is part of, a manifestation of, an arising of the infinite ocean, C. Arising from the waters of the ocean, though never different from it, nor ever totally separated from it, is the wave, B. The 'form' and/or surface of that wave is the 'personalized' aspect or A. A. + B. is the...

I'd dance in ecstacy, But my legs hurt too much. Perhaps then I'd work off some of this belly, Which has grown so large! But then where would I store my Love?